,i always end up bien fuckin alone but i dont care anymore, i'm orgenaly from turkey but i dont speak turkish cuz i used to live in san diego,wich i love the place in here,i got lots of friends,they make me happy no matter what,i got bitched in my life,,but i know life always hard,but never can change who i am,i'm honest,and when i say somthin,i think befor i say it,cuz i mean it,somtimes they think i'm weak or sensetive,but i'm not,i'm the only one who can calm my self when i'm down,cuz no one can,somtimes i get off like jerk,but if u were nice with me u will get the same,i hate mean ppl ,i'm not mean,somtimes i just cant pretend i'm sweet with somone mean,i used to live in my own apartemnt with 2 sweet mates[:,i always know when ppl liein cuz i feel it and my feelings always right,so its hard to fool me,i have my way on live dressin and talk even in the way i act with ppl,4 what i have been throw i learnd how ppl is its hard to trust anyone these days,i get hurts many times and i get use to it so dont expect me cryin on somone anymore,cuz nothin deserv my tears to fall,i hate when i lose my real friend cuz i lost 2 of my best friends(died) but i know they happy now,cuz they had shits on thier lifes,,,evrythin is possibale 4 me,my real dad died,and my mum married some bitch who hates me 4 bien gay (nothin new) i dont do drugs or smoke or drink,last time i drink i end up bien on bed with somone i dont know ROFL,i dont like ppl who do drugs its just stupid ,cuz they will end up DIED :/